To tell you the truth, I still think about it a lot. It pops up in my mind all the time, I just don’t bring it up anymore because I don’t want to start drama in this relationship anymore. I force myself to stay quiet about it nowadays, compared to back then when I would always bring it up which resulted in you getting hurt and exhausted from all the shit I put you through. I don’t want to be an asshole anymore.

Don’t worry, though. I’ll get over it eventually. I just wish it would happen soon so I no longer have to trip about it anymore. I just want to be consistently content and happy, without all these depressing thoughts spontaneously popping up in the back of my head all the time.

10 notes ∞ October 4th, 2011 at 9:42 pm